My boyfriend (Edgar) is in Vallarta with his friends
 & it's alright I guess, but I don't know, it could be a 
possibility that he could cheat on me there, because
 I'm so used to it with my ex boyfriends & I feel he's 
going to do the same but let's not think about it & that's
 all. Meanwhile I'm smoking like crazy & feeling like 
shit, it happens right? When everything comes down 
so suddenly that you don't know what to do, but as always 
I'm going to be okay.