~too much~

i meant to post shortly after my last one but too much suddenly started to happen, its a long old story i wont go into

~to be honest i am lacking in spirit right now~

anyway my sister flew off to America last wednesday to get married...today in fact!

because her dog Billy (i rescued him many years ago and he lived with my mum and sister when i moved into a flat and could not take him with me) was so old i was popping into mums everyday to keep an extra eye on him.
well the thing we did not want to happen happened and i had to have poor little Billy put to sleep on friday.



why now, when my sister is so far away?

she is heart broken, totally devastated and i can only offer comfort via the telephone and texts~its all just dreadful.

to add to the pot it will be two years ago tomorrow that swampy and i had to send our beloved Cody over the Rainbow Bridge.

the only good thing is our little Flynt is two years old today! we are taking his to the vets to choose himself a nice new collar and we are eagerly awaiting his special stagbar-antler chew to come through the post!
i was going to make him a special birthday tuna cake but feeling a tad fragile today so he will have to do with a little nibble of cheese instead.

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i think all the stress and strain of the past week has caught up with me as i spent most of yesterday in bed and i am not feeling much better today...however i do have something in my head but that will be a whole different post!