You never realize how much you love a person

but when that person decide to go away of your

life....

It hurts, obviously it does & a lot, I'm human, I do

love & I do have feelings too, sometimes people

don't understand that. You cannot forget what you

had with a person from night to morning, you cannot

tell your heart to not feel what you're feeling anymore

you just can't do that, because that's not the way the

heart & the feelings function.

You're the only person I cared about, I love like I've

never loved someone & I still do both, I miss you but

I can't do anything but respect your decision & to

understand that you don't want to stay by my side.

I'm sixteen & I think you're the love of my life, so what?

people like you are impposible to forget, with you I

understood what love was, you made me a fool for you

& in some way or another, you destroyed all the coldest

part of me becoming it adictive to you. I don't beg, I never

did & I'll not do it with you, as much as I love you I

have pride & I respect your decision. I know that you'll

never gonna see this, & it's better to leave it that way...

Sorry but I needed to take out all the things that was

in my head.